Hello, my name is Tianna Foster.
I am 20 years of age.
I live at home with my dad, my three amazing mothers and 20 going on 21 siblings, whom I adore!
I grew up in the red rock country, in a beautiful community surrounded by wonderful people, each with a different background.
I have heard many different assumptions about the life of a child with “polygamist parents.” I know that the sad truth is that in some cases those assumptions are true, but what I want you to understand is that the problems that are pointed out in the polygamist communities exist all throughout the world, they are not things caused by polygamy, they are caused by self-focused humans. They are human problems.
However my life as a child raised in a polygamist family was much different than what social media would have you believe.
I had a wonderful childhood filled with the outdoors, adventure after adventure, traveling, family, friends and more love than most people receive in a lifetime.
When I was young, (before I was old enough to know about what the world thought of us) all I knew was that I was the lucky kid who had a dad and two moms to cherish, support, and want me. (My third mother joined our family a year ago.)
I did not see problems in my parents relationships; they all loved each other very much!
Being an adult I now see that like any relationship there are struggles from time to time and there are misunderstandings, but show me any marriage that doesn’t have that.
The important thing is they work through them and don’t give up on each other.
I understand that when you see people such as Warren Jeffs it puts a bad taste in your mouth but just because there was a bad man who had more than one wife does not make every polygamist family bad.
To say that is like saying that because one dog bites you all dogs are wicked. It’s simply not true.
We are not brainwashed.
My parents love education and free thinking.
They have taught me to be full of questions and to observe all ways of living, to choose for myself what I believe and how I choose to live.
Never once have I been told to live that way simply because they do.
They’ve taught me to look at what each lifestyle produces and then to choose my path according to the outcome I desire.
Now I do not believe that plural marriage is for everyone. But this is America, “the land of the free.” Can we not be free to choose that way of life if we want it?
You take away our right to speak, our right to live and believe as we choose, then I ask you, what is so great about America?
If consenting adults choose to live that way why must they be persecuted?
I will fight against opposition!!
I will speak out for the ones who don’t have a voice.
And I will fight for our rights and for our freedom.
Can we please break down the walls that divide us?
We are families, not felons.
My thoughts on plural marriage:
Someone once asked me, “Why would you want to live plural marriage?”
Up to that point I had never really thought of why I would WANT to live the principle of plural marriage, so it caused me to reflect and to ask myself that very question. “Why?”
After thinking about it for some time I came to a conclusion that surprised me: I realized that I wanted to live plural marriage because it would bring out the worst in me.
I know you might be thinking, well why on earth would you want the worst in you brought out?
I’ll tell you…because only when the worst is brought out can I overcome it!
Sure I could live my whole life putting on the act of perfection, allowing people to believe that I’m just a saint of a person but in the eternal run what good would that truly do me?
If I do not face my insecurities and jealousies but instead I bury them, then I will go through life still carrying them. Closing your eyes to a problem may make it disappear temporarily, but as soon as you open your eyes it will still be there.
Face it, solve it, overcome it.
As Henry Drummond said, “This world is not a playground; it is a school room. Life is not a holiday but an education. And the one eternal question for us all is, how better can I love.”
Which brings us to love itself.
This small four letter word that means so much.
I believe that in order to know how better to love you must first understand love itself. I could go on about that but I will leave that topic for another time.
So for now ask yourself what is love? And, How better may I love God, others and myself?
If we go back to what Henry Drummond said and we believe that he is correct, that “life is a school room” then should we not take every opportunity to learn and grow?
At some point in our lives we will learn the simple things, the ABCs if you will, which are wonderful, but as we go through life we are meant to progress, to then take those ABCs and compile them into words, and then string those words into sentences and so on.
Moving from a kindergarten level on and on until you reach a college level.
Now if you want, you are free to choose to stay in kindergarten; however, if you want more you must be willing to apply yourself, take steps forward and go through tests that challenge your mind.
I believe that the same is true in every area of life.
I enjoy analogies so allow me to paint one up for you…we are, each of us these pieces of coal. God loves us just the way we are and if we choose to live our whole lives as the coal that we are that’s all right, but if we want more than that there are certain principles that we can choose to live by, which will push you to become something more.
It’s like asking God to place a mountain on your shoulders, while at the same time asking him to give the strength to withhold the weight.
It will be heavy and difficult but if we stay strong in the Lord then the very pressure that could crush us can also change us from coal to a diamond.
It is choosing to walk through the fire knowing that the purest of gold must first go through the hottest of fire before it can be refined.
I believe that the same goes for plural marriage, along with many other higher principles.
Marriage in my mind is choosing a companion to share in life’s journey with, having a partner to face the hard times with and to cherish the moments with, just choosing to do life together!
My dad has told me my whole life, “Marry your best friend.”
I plan on doing that. And your best friend should be the one who brings out the best in you.
If marriage is choosing a person who you love to share life with then plural marriage is just choose to share life with yet another person.
I once asked my Mom, “Why did you choose to live this way?”
She told me this: “Because your dad is such an amazing husband, father and friend! I wanted to be able to bless another woman with the blessing I have.”
My parents were happily married for eight years before ever even talking about the principle of plural marriage, and when they did it was my mother who brought it up.
She is a strong, kind, incredible woman!
As are each of my moms.
I aspire to be like them.
Seeing how happy and successful my parents are makes me want what they have.
There is a right and a wrong way to do everything.
I think that my parents have got something right that’s for sure!
I have many more thought but for now my time for writing is up.
My hope is that I have brought a new piece to the puzzle, given some new perspective, that I have shed some light and given some understanding.
I hope these thoughts and principles will bless your life!